Krishanu

Warning:

• It’s going to be a long list and you might start hating yourself for reading this because you may find a lot of reasons to hate about yourself after reading this.

• Here you might find some points that might seem to you as positive things and this article as a lame attempt to highlight those but to tell you the truth, these things got me in trouble more than ways, I ever wished or imagined.

• I am being totally myself here and I would really appreciate if you don’t take advantage of that (if you don’t understand what I meant then it’s totally cool).

• This (hate) list might or might not grow with time.

Now the list of things that I hate about myself:

1. I am IRRESPONSIBLE.

2. I am LAZY.

3. I am so full of ME. (Don’t interpret it as ME = SHIT) SELF-ABSORBED.

4. I am hopelessly ROMANTIC. (Haven’t given up on love yet)
   

5. I can be very BORING sometimes.

6. I am very ADAMANT.

7. I have problem with AUTHORITY.

8. I believe in PEOPLE. (Even if they don’t deserve it)

9. I can be very SARCASTIC sometimes.

10. I can HURT people real bad. (If I want to and I did in past)

11. I can’t handle EXPECTATIONS. (I don’t expect anything from people and wish that people should act likewise)

12. I TALK my mind. (Even if I end up hurting people and knowing that I will)

13. I DAYDREAM.

14. I love PROCRASTINATING.

15. I am ME.

Well the last point is supposed to be the concluding point but if anything else comes up in my mind then it will be added before it. If you have anything to say then comment, don’t talk to me directly (I am not comfortable talking about these). And these points are in NO particular order.

~EDIT 1:

I wrote this list a while ago and since then a lot of things has changed about me. Things that I wanted to change. I came to know about things that I didn’t know before. With time I also realized, this list came out of self-pity which might not be justified all the time but not totally baseless either. And there are things in this list that I actually love and feel proud of and don’t want to change because that’s what I am. That’s what makes me different from You. So a little edit was order of the day. - December 28, 2008